Another thing that really got to me was Eddie. I had to sit there on the bed with him while he cried his eyes out to me about the problems with hime and Erica. Do you have any idea how hard that was and how much it hurt. I care about him so much and I want him to be happy, but he's not. Not with her. Part of me wants to wait around for him but the other part is telling me not to. He told me that he can't see it lasting more than a week if things continue like this. I have no idea anymore. Jodi is having a tough time with her stuff and I feel really bad for her cuz she has no idea how to handle it.
I am so torn right now. My brain and my heart are telling me 2 different things and I don't know which one to listen to.
It does not help that i ma freezing my ass off either! So I ma tired, crabby, worried, cold anf hungry..hmm....no good.
If anyone has the answers lemme know.